Assassins of cool unite
with thoughts cooler than America.
With a post-war regurgitated beat
walking them through the streets
of cookie-cutter consumerist people
authentically, inauthentic.
Passing around snarky comments
and oh snap! attitudes,
of the hetero-metro-semi-homosexual nature.
Breaking the lines and erasing barriers,
launching labels and decimating fables.
Making history as the neo-nonconsumerist
is born out of the hippie-punk phase.
Some days even grunge
weighs them down, friendlessly
as they wink cyber friends
and pretend to be unborn.
Reborn again nazi-spiritualists
seeking enlightenment through
labels of ne
Do not tell me of your dreams,
the things you perceive to be.
Do not tell me of that distressing paradox
of which only your mind knows.
Instead show me how it begun,
before it ends, before I too see.
Create for me a hero out of clay and dirt
one brave and no less inert,
one with which I can flirt
until that very end.
Only then in the end
will god know, of the
sacrifices and the half-lived choices
I did not choose to make.
Only then will life be
a universal voice, and I
will be taken with relation.
I will make a new beginning,
one for all, but none
for singularity in the odd,
the imperfect.
The whole society held
The Faith of Living, Within Faith by o-ll-o, literature
Literature
The Faith of Living, Within Faith
It takes faith to have faith
and the whole universe to
preserve the perception
of faith as I and you, as it.
Faith rests above faith
and below the single,
free individual.
It exists because I exist.
I am the impervious paradox
resting with faith
upon layers of eternal faith.
Spirit tried, and true
but my heart still lies blue,
as I repent in my ways
and utter words I do not understand.
As faith has no way of knowing
faith for the constant search
drives me away, laying waste
to my day, lost in ways of resignation.
The tragic hero suspended, in a state
of confused delusion, of paradise,
a paradox all but lost
wh
The Darkroom of Negative Life by o-ll-o, literature
Literature
The Darkroom of Negative Life
His mother,
she brought art and laughter
to a sun-baked and windblown town,
in the middle of nowhere, Nevada.
The smell of chemicals wafted
through the air of her corner store,
the dark-wood place of his childhood.
Where he watched the printing
machines out-loud,
the glossy paper pushed forth
to still life, in-motion.
After school,
he sat perched, feet dangling in a small room,
she would say, "I am turning off the lights now."
With a flicker in the darkness
she began to unwind, the undeveloped lives
of the dried up and dusty townsfolk.
She moved, guided by another sense,
as the glow of the darkroom timer
lay illuminated in
Here I am, on the road again,
making friends and breaking apart
with heat, the clockwork heart.
As I try this stop-start, turn over
motion of controlling the wheel.
Peeling away reality
seen in still life symmetry.
Moments like,
staring off into the distance
from the passenger seat,
as trees and people blaze by.
Like passers by,
who cannot see
this life behind the glass
Behind the wheel,
inside this steel box,
the place where I am free.
A life you long to pass,
the one that lurches and moans
with clouds of smoke, streaming
like a joke, laughed in the face of nature.
Of a life you long to leave.
The one that participate
I am left feeling inadequate
as I leave the classroom and
make my way to the truck.
The bite of winter's wind makes my eyes water.
As I totter towards the parking lot,
bright light reflects from frozen ground.
I am left feeling unworthy,
with a voice that speaks in a deep tone.
"Just give up," it says to my heart.
The words of the others
working their way through my conscious moments,
I let them run away with my confidence.
I am no longer to speak
of the way my heart dances
to steer away from predictable chances.
Or of my love for the rhyme
that caress my ear drums,
sweet and full of escaping promises.
What I once thou
Folding the clothes
one by one
as endless seams come undone.
Pinning down the soft
corners of old towels
folding meticulously
stack by stack.
Running my fingers
across the patchwork lines
of long summer days, back
in time, by time
Spotting the permanent
stains, of coffee and grass
adrenaline and laughs.
Laying the faded socks out
side by side.
Wanting for a guide
to show me how they belonged,
back when they felt brand new.
As it nears hanging time
spineless shirts lay inert
warm and aged, not yet wrinkled.
Stacked on shelves,
placed in drawers,
this chore is done.
Journey safely my friend
May you come to no dead end
For life has been long
And love been strong
So journey safely my friend
May you come around that bend
Sent from what has past
To reunite with at last
Guided along immersed in white
To dance in the garden of delight
Journey safely my friend
Through the bitter-sweet end
Don't know what to think,
Don't know what to say.
Seems everyone has it all figured out anyway,
Seems everyone has some sort-of-truth to drink.
Life,
Love,
Charms,
That harm
With their wicked little arms.
Don't know what to feel,
Don't know what to do.
Seems it has all been felt before,
and it seems you all know what your doing,
(with the void, created).
Joy,
Love,
Sadness,
It is all a bunch of madness.
Don't know what to believe,
Don't know what to trust.
Seems everyone has someone to believe in,
But yet it seems we still don't trust one another.
God,
Love,
Lust,
All forms of ecstasy
Deprived of one another
To cre
Chase the knot,
Face the knot,
Embrace the knot.
It is not as hard as you may think,
It is not as easy as I may speak,
But through your hands you can beat defeat.
Be together,
See together,
Free together.
Life is yours for the taking,
Love is yours for the making,
Darkness shows to make the light grow.
Like the stars in the night sky,
Who only appear when shadows cast,
The sad embrace of better days to come.
So sit in the lonely light of dawn,
Remember who you are,
Dream of what is to come.
You are never alone,
You are whole even when broken,
You are complete within defeat.
Assassins of cool unite
with thoughts cooler than America.
With a post-war regurgitated beat
walking them through the streets
of cookie-cutter consumerist people
authentically, inauthentic.
Passing around snarky comments
and oh snap! attitudes,
of the hetero-metro-semi-homosexual nature.
Breaking the lines and erasing barriers,
launching labels and decimating fables.
Making history as the neo-nonconsumerist
is born out of the hippie-punk phase.
Some days even grunge
weighs them down, friendlessly
as they wink cyber friends
and pretend to be unborn.
Reborn again nazi-spiritualists
seeking enlightenment through
labels of ne
Do not tell me of your dreams,
the things you perceive to be.
Do not tell me of that distressing paradox
of which only your mind knows.
Instead show me how it begun,
before it ends, before I too see.
Create for me a hero out of clay and dirt
one brave and no less inert,
one with which I can flirt
until that very end.
Only then in the end
will god know, of the
sacrifices and the half-lived choices
I did not choose to make.
Only then will life be
a universal voice, and I
will be taken with relation.
I will make a new beginning,
one for all, but none
for singularity in the odd,
the imperfect.
The whole society held
The Faith of Living, Within Faith by o-ll-o, literature
Literature
The Faith of Living, Within Faith
It takes faith to have faith
and the whole universe to
preserve the perception
of faith as I and you, as it.
Faith rests above faith
and below the single,
free individual.
It exists because I exist.
I am the impervious paradox
resting with faith
upon layers of eternal faith.
Spirit tried, and true
but my heart still lies blue,
as I repent in my ways
and utter words I do not understand.
As faith has no way of knowing
faith for the constant search
drives me away, laying waste
to my day, lost in ways of resignation.
The tragic hero suspended, in a state
of confused delusion, of paradise,
a paradox all but lost
wh
The Darkroom of Negative Life by o-ll-o, literature
Literature
The Darkroom of Negative Life
His mother,
she brought art and laughter
to a sun-baked and windblown town,
in the middle of nowhere, Nevada.
The smell of chemicals wafted
through the air of her corner store,
the dark-wood place of his childhood.
Where he watched the printing
machines out-loud,
the glossy paper pushed forth
to still life, in-motion.
After school,
he sat perched, feet dangling in a small room,
she would say, "I am turning off the lights now."
With a flicker in the darkness
she began to unwind, the undeveloped lives
of the dried up and dusty townsfolk.
She moved, guided by another sense,
as the glow of the darkroom timer
lay illuminated in
Here I am, on the road again,
making friends and breaking apart
with heat, the clockwork heart.
As I try this stop-start, turn over
motion of controlling the wheel.
Peeling away reality
seen in still life symmetry.
Moments like,
staring off into the distance
from the passenger seat,
as trees and people blaze by.
Like passers by,
who cannot see
this life behind the glass
Behind the wheel,
inside this steel box,
the place where I am free.
A life you long to pass,
the one that lurches and moans
with clouds of smoke, streaming
like a joke, laughed in the face of nature.
Of a life you long to leave.
The one that participate
I am left feeling inadequate
as I leave the classroom and
make my way to the truck.
The bite of winter's wind makes my eyes water.
As I totter towards the parking lot,
bright light reflects from frozen ground.
I am left feeling unworthy,
with a voice that speaks in a deep tone.
"Just give up," it says to my heart.
The words of the others
working their way through my conscious moments,
I let them run away with my confidence.
I am no longer to speak
of the way my heart dances
to steer away from predictable chances.
Or of my love for the rhyme
that caress my ear drums,
sweet and full of escaping promises.
What I once thou
Folding the clothes
one by one
as endless seams come undone.
Pinning down the soft
corners of old towels
folding meticulously
stack by stack.
Running my fingers
across the patchwork lines
of long summer days, back
in time, by time
Spotting the permanent
stains, of coffee and grass
adrenaline and laughs.
Laying the faded socks out
side by side.
Wanting for a guide
to show me how they belonged,
back when they felt brand new.
As it nears hanging time
spineless shirts lay inert
warm and aged, not yet wrinkled.
Stacked on shelves,
placed in drawers,
this chore is done.
Journey safely my friend
May you come to no dead end
For life has been long
And love been strong
So journey safely my friend
May you come around that bend
Sent from what has past
To reunite with at last
Guided along immersed in white
To dance in the garden of delight
Journey safely my friend
Through the bitter-sweet end
Don't know what to think,
Don't know what to say.
Seems everyone has it all figured out anyway,
Seems everyone has some sort-of-truth to drink.
Life,
Love,
Charms,
That harm
With their wicked little arms.
Don't know what to feel,
Don't know what to do.
Seems it has all been felt before,
and it seems you all know what your doing,
(with the void, created).
Joy,
Love,
Sadness,
It is all a bunch of madness.
Don't know what to believe,
Don't know what to trust.
Seems everyone has someone to believe in,
But yet it seems we still don't trust one another.
God,
Love,
Lust,
All forms of ecstasy
Deprived of one another
To cre
Chase the knot,
Face the knot,
Embrace the knot.
It is not as hard as you may think,
It is not as easy as I may speak,
But through your hands you can beat defeat.
Be together,
See together,
Free together.
Life is yours for the taking,
Love is yours for the making,
Darkness shows to make the light grow.
Like the stars in the night sky,
Who only appear when shadows cast,
The sad embrace of better days to come.
So sit in the lonely light of dawn,
Remember who you are,
Dream of what is to come.
You are never alone,
You are whole even when broken,
You are complete within defeat.
Why does a moth fly
Directly into the flame?
Perhaps its captivated
By the beauty to be found
In such pure recreation
Or perhaps
It flies so surely
Into its own death
Because it believes
The flames of rebirth
Will allow it a second chance
At metamorphosis,
And perhaps that this time...
It will appear a butterfly.
Perhaps this is the only thing
It can force itself to believe
While it burns.
Silver wired windows riddle the webbing
Of some crafty fiend above me, sinking,
On his furled bedmate drinking, drinking;
The crawling sea beneath me is ebbing.
You could hear the waking birds chirrup
To the bustling hefty storm just outside,
Jolting their nests where they reside
As if to be asking, "What's all the stir up?"
Now most of the curling clouds are gone,
And Heaven's spears gave Earth its blood;
Low on the ears, easing up around dawn,
The very last bolt reverberates to a thud...
My wandering memories so often dwell,
Firmly grasping to the Stave of Hope,
Though now she's not within my scope,
I can never endure the hardest farewel
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